:: Ujian ::

Salam...

Hari nie, dah 2 hari i tak pergi kerja... banyak pulak benda yg tertangguh... rasa bersalah pun ada kat rakan se-office... Sorry yek rakan se-office... kita mampu merancang, Allah yg menentukan... bukan la i saje je nak ponteng... sememangnya kesihatan tak mengizinkan utk i pergi kerja.. takut nanti, ada yg jatuh kat landasan KTM lak... sekali lagi.. maaf di pinta..

bagiku, sakit cuma ujian Allah.. aku mmg slalu nye tak kisah if sakit... cuma sometimes, terlampau sakit, takde la aku cakap "naper la aku sakit"... for me, its a test from Allah.. so simple.. just doa n syukur.. Sakit kan boleh membersihkan dosa dosa kite... (it doesnt mean that I am the one who is full with "dosa".. ok... Nabi Ayub pun Allah timpakan ujian kan.. takkan nabi pun berdosa...)..ingat tu Ms Z... jgn la u ingat, u tu alim sgt, sampai boleh cakap org lain macam2.. kay... n jgn ingat nikmat yg Allah beri tu nikmat semata2.. it can be something else.. sendiri mau pk la.. malas nak layan org yg bongkak n bodoh sombong cam u... kay ms Z...

Alhamdulillah, aku kini semakin sihat... 2 hari je sakit... org lain berminggu2 n sometimes bertahun2... just doakan yg terbaik utk mereka, sabar dan redha...tu je penawarnye.... bak kata my hubby, bila sakit, istighfar... jgn mengeluh... dan di berinya tasbih berwarna hijau dan menyuruh ku membaca istighfar 1000 kali... if sihat, mmg sekejap je nak capai 1000 tu... but dalam waktu kesakitan, sedikit la payahnya... but, i manage to complete the 1000 istighfar.. n later on, try to reach 10k... (but, unfortunately, 30% done, as i fell asleep.. )

Thanks to my hubby, who had taken a leave to stay at home with me, to drive me to clinic and to support me.... semoga Allah membalas jasamu... thanks again... to my mum, who know abt my condition much later (as i dont want to make her worry), thanks for your 'kampung' chicken soup... it really help me in the recovering process... to my both sister, thanks for the phone calls and all the supports.. to my brothers, please stop worrying abt me... ok... i will be fine... i am... it just........ (cannot say anymore... lidah kelu, tgn beku.. :P)...

for Ms Z.. as u made me annoyed by ur attitude n comments abt me, ( my ear cannot thn anymore)... i doakan u semoga "Allah memanjangkan usia mu"...... n semoga "Allah memberi segala kenikmatan pada mu yg tak terhingga"... ok....

akhir kata.. ayat ini di petik dari Al-Quran;

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
(Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3)..

"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
(Surah Yusuf ayat 12)..


w'salam....